O pandit ! There is a great difference in the rituals you are performing and the true worship of God. During your religious discourse, you preach people to worship God after getting their heads shaved.
After wearing string of beads, applying saffron mark on your forehead and looking beautiful, you cannot save yourself from the clutches of the messenger of death i.e. Yam. If you like to cultivate your relationship with God, then you should reside in this world with full detachment.
But you have not so far renounced the lust. You tell me which virtuous merit you possess? A woman has to coagulate milk with curd and not with any other sour substance to make ghee.
Neither your sayings and deeds, nor your knowledge and behaviour are suitable for worship. The worship is some thing else and peculiar. My Guru is advising in loud voice that no one can reach his destination while riding on two horses.
If you want to get your name added in the list of God’s servants and want to worship God with full devotion then you have to dance in the open by leaving aside your modesty and shyness.
But you have been cheating the people by telling them right or wrong. Ravidass says, I alone do not say this but other holy saints have also preached this truth loudly that true meditation destroys ignorance.